Nights.

It seems to be harder and harder to sleep. Lots of stuff on my mind and always something I feel I need to do. Getting cabin fever due to my car finally giving up one day. A bad economy making it hard to find a job. And of course family and friends.

I have been thinking about summers. My past, the people and nights that I miss but would never go back to. I'm thinking of how easy it was and how I would give a lot to be able to go back to that time with the people I have now. But I have been shown that I can't look back. I need to look forward and move that way. Deal with my struggles and learn what I can. Push myself to new limits and make memories right now. I need to open my heart and not be scared to live and let people in.

So one thing I am working on... myself. All of me. I'm taking this year for me. Some people might not agree with everything I do. Some people might support my ideas but not the doing. I'm going to think about everything that is said but I'm going to follow my heart through all of this.