As of late.

I haven't sat down and wrote anything on here. I have been writing more, but all on paper. All my thoughts and fears and dreams. But on here? I just feel like I'm in a spot in my life that everyone doesn't need to hear about. There are joys and there are problems. But it's hard to just let go and let it all out when you don't know who is reading or what they might say.

Sean and I are out at my dads house. He hates it. I like it. It's being home. And being pregnant it's helping me not stress. I only work a couple hours a week and won't get hired anywhere cause I can only work for a couple more months before I need a couple off. Sean doesn't have a job so it's hard making things happen. My car died... finally. But we don't have money to get a new one. Kinda stuck in the whole, need a car for a job but we need a job to get a car.

I don't know what these next couple months are going to bring. But I'm more then ready for anything that is going to happen. I just want to hold my little one and take that next step.