Missing.

I realized today that I miss a lot of people. I miss old friend, old flames and old besties. But in this realization I also thought about the fact that I wouldn't go back or pull them forward to still be what we were. I don't need that. They don't either. People go through situations with the friends they have. Then you grow up, they grow up or you just learn that it isn't where you should be.

Short blog. I miss my best girlfriend. It's weird not being with her all the time. I miss my best guy friend. We never have a chance to hang out anymore. And I miss my best friend. He and I are going through a very hard season. I just miss having someone to hold hands with and look out over the ocean. To laugh and joke and cry with. I miss long talks and the peace that came with being safe. My heart misses a lot. But I know things will work out how they should. So I'm letting the chips fall where they may. And I'm holding my heart deep inside... waiting for the right moment to let it be pursued and captivating.