The next year.

I understand that the next year will be about my babies. Every year will be about my babies. And for that... I am not complaining. I am lucky to be able to have healthy babies. Lucky to have my babies living. Lucky to have them in my life. I know that. And I will never complain about taking care of them. I will always work my ass off to give them the things they need and work harder to give them the memories they want.

But also... I am going to be working on me. Doing things I want to do. Having fun while still being a mom. I will wear the clothes I love, fun shoes, my hair and make up will be done. I don't need to look like a worn out mom just because I might be one.

I am excited to start working somewhere that gives me a stable paycheck and a way to live the life I imagine. I'm just excited to get a place, a car and have my own life with my babies.