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Friday, September 14, 2012

Today is a day...

That I can't do it anymore. I have come to the end of my rope and I'm jumping from this one to a new one. I am letting go and just letting things happen right now.

I am lost and confused. Hurt and happy and pregnant and crazy. I'm kinda just... Done. But today is one of those days where I am hurt about everything. And little things make me sad. And little things make me happy. And I can't take these crazy hormones anymore.

4 weeks. I have about 4 weeks left. And then this little one will be here ad a brand new adventure will start. Plus i will be so busy and sleepy and mommy... That for a couple of months I won't have time to think about all my crazy emotions.

So crazy pregnant rant. And I'm done or the night. I'm going to bed. I'm going to go grab a heating pack, roll up a pillow for under my lower back/hips and I'm going to wait till I am almost asleep... Then grab my baby and snuggle. Because he is the best thing in this whole world.

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