9-13 weeks.

After putting things off again and again... I am to the point where I know I need to step things up and move forward. My room is painted. My dad and I are going to finish it up today. Wipe the walls down, clean up the light, take all the junk out of the closet. And I will start moving all my stuff back over. Hanging up pictures, getting things put where they go. And then start painting the nursery.
There are also things outside of the house that I need to start working on. Just kinda getting things where they need to be. Spring Break is in a couple weeks and I would like to be in California with my family from Portland. But I think I am going to push myself to get a couple things off my heart first. I need to be ready for this baby... not just having the house ready, but having myself ready. And right now I think I need more work on my heart then on the bedrooms. I just have a lot of hard choices to make. A lot of forgiving to start and things I just need to put behind me and start over on.
So here is to the next couple weeks. That God pushes me through these hard times and I come out happy and stronger in the end.