I don't really know what's been going on. Maybe I just need a short break from my life. Or maybe I have just been thinking to much. There is so much I need to do but I just keep putting it all off because I don't want to take that first step. And it's stupid little things. Like wiping down the walls and sweeping so I can paint my room. Easy, but that means that I'm one step closer to being here for the next 6 months at least. I think it's the fact that I just don't know where I want to be this next year.
I had things figured out, where I was going and all that. But having a little one is changing all that. He can't just live out of a car with me. Lol. Not the best idea. So I will be here in Astoria. Then a job. Then I can think about moving somewhere new and great. But for now... I am here. Trying to figure out life for me.
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