Knowing.

It's really weird when you spend so much time learning someone's heart... To then find out that you never really learned anything or they only let you into a certain part of their heart. It's hard to give so much of yourself to someone to then feel like it was all a lie. That the life you built was really just for their entertainment.

I am now learning about my own heart. About a heart of a friend. And about the heart of God. And I'm loving it. I'm feeling pursued by an amazing man who is looking at me with Gods eyes. I couldn't be happier. Or more excited about what my future holds.