I am working really hard right now to get life where I want it. I am throwing things away, giving things away. Trying to just cut back on everything I don't need. For awhile I was having a hard time because I wanted to keep everything that reminded me of my life before being a mom. But now I am starting to see that I want to keep some stuff... because they remind me of people and times that will always stay with me. But more then that, I want to start this new life. I want to find new things that make me happy and start making these new memories.
Last night I went and listened to an amazing lady talk about heaven. And about relationships. And on the way home I figured out what I want in life. I know where I want to be. And I know it's not going to happen overnight. I know it's going to take lots of time and work. But I'm willing to stick through it till I am where I am happy. So this morning I made myself get up and start going through things. Sometimes it's hard for me to do these kinda things. I am ready for a place of my own. To be living in a little two bedroom place. Settling in for this baby and just making the whole house mine. And I know that I will get there. Till then... I will do my best at making these two rooms as much mine as I can.
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